mazingmatthew

I didn't think I could miss a person in these ways. And as the days go by the list of ways to miss you grows longer and longer. I'm starting to wonder if I even liked all of the things on this list when we were together. Or maybe they just appear now like gifts that were lost in the mail. Things that I should have appreciated when I was yours. Who knew That walking past a cloud of cigarette smoke would send me back to the way you tasted when we kissed. That same smoke would envelope me in the feeling of wearing your sweatshirt. You know, I'm still waking up at 3AM with the feeling of needing to be somewhere. It seems that my subconsc